from left to right;
I am afraid to hold my boyfriend’s hand.
My friend’s parents sent her away.
I found death threats in my locker.
I submitted to electroshock therapy.
I lost half my friends after coming out.
My grandmother sends me hate mail.
My school won’t let me take my date to prom.
I am not here anymore.
My dad tried to beat it out of me.
No one is proud of me.
This showed up on my blog again. Forever reblog.
ALL OF THESE PEOPLE ARE SO AMAZING. it would take so much courage to stand up in front of people like that.
oh wow.
(via myblackisbeau)
It’s easy to look back and think of the life I could have had.
Comfortable, luxury, I could have had everything I ever wanted
Except you
You always eluded me.
Years and years have gone by, I’ve lived and lied
But you were never there when I needed you.
Out of my reach to the point that no matter how far I reach I’m alone
It’s easy to look back and think of the life we could have had.
Of me and you, us with no one else.
We’d be in our own little world with the sun shining and the wind blowing.
Hand in hand, sun tanning summers.
Hold me close, hot chocolate winters.
Just us two as if the world had no clue
Of this love that only we had
Of this life that only we shared.
It’s easy to look back and think of the life I could have had.
This is a piece from the group show, “Rock Paper Sinners,” at Phone Booth Gallery in Long Beach, California. The show is up until May 8th.
1.
had sex2. bought condoms
3. gotten pregnant
4.
failed a class5.
kissed a boy6.
kissed a girl7.
used a little paper bag for lunch8.
had a job9.
slipped on ice10. missed the school bus
11.
left the house without my wallet/purse12. bullied someone on the internet
13.
sexted14.
had sex in public15.
played on a sports team16.
smoked weed17. smoked cigarettes
18.
smoked a cigar19.
drank alcohol20. watched “the breakfast club”
21.
been overweight22. been underweight
23. had an eating disorder
24. been to a wedding
25.
made fun of someone for being fat26.
been on the computer for 5 hours straight27.
watched tv for 5 hours straight28. been late for work
29.
been late for school30. kissed someone in the rain
31.
showered with someone else32. failed my drivers test
33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes
34.
been outside my home country35.
been on a road trip longer than 5 hours36.
gotten my heart broken37.
had a credit card38. been to a professional sports game
39. broken a bone
40.
been unhappy about my weight41.
won a trophy42. cut myself
43. had an std
44. got engaged
45.
been on a diet46. tried out to be on a tv show
47.
rode in a taxi48.
been to prom49. played in a drinking game
50.
stayed up for 24 hours or more51. been to a concert
52. had a three-some
53.
had a crush on someone of the same sex54. been in a car accident
55. had braces
56.
learned another language57.
killed ananimal/bug58.
been at a yard sale59. been to a japanese steakhouse
60.
worn make up61.
talked to someone via webcam62. lost my virginity before i was 16
63. had my wisdom teeth taken out
64.
kissed someone a different race than myself65. snuck out of the house
66. bought porn
67.
had a virus on my computer68.
had oral sex69.
dyed my hair (going to so keeping this crossed)70. gone skinny dipping
71. graduated from college
72.
wore someone else’s clothes73. voted in a national election
74.
rode in an ambulance75. rode in a helicopter
76.
caught the stove on fire77.
got in a verbal fight78.
been on vacation79.
been on an airplane80.
been on a boat81. had surgery
82. kissed someone before i was 14
83. beat a video game
84.
found something valuable on the ground85. made a survey
86.
stalked someone on facebook/myspace87. prank called someone
88.
been to a library outside of school89. spent over £100 shopping in one day
90.
cut my hair and hated it91.
peed outside93. helped with charity
94. taken a pregnancy test
95.
been rejected by a crush96. been suspended from school
97. broken a mirror
98.
faked sick from school99. owned a pet
100. been to disneyland
(Source: nepentheiii, via wigguh)
with the madness inside me?
Will you cherish it?"
